Deist or Theist which one are you?

Deism  derived from the Latin word "deus" meaning "god", is a theological/philosophical position that combines the rejection of revelation and authority as a source of religious knowledge with the conclusion that reason and observation of the natural world are sufficient to determine the existence of a single creator of the universe

Theism belief in the existence of a god or gods, specifically of a creator who intervenes in the universe

So one, Deism, is a casual observer a stroll in the park type person and the other is constantly interfering with his hand in our cooky jar.

Thinks: which  one to choose, I think I will choose the disinterested one (deist) but then
am I endeavouring to bring the non-existant into the existant?

And can one have a seizure of thought, like this. a thought about not whati is but about what is not’.

But there is always the fall back position of atheism.

Anyway religion should not just be for the religious, religion has  many higher order attributes, it can instill positive concepts of morality and sense of community which the non-religious (me) can approbraite and empploy for the betterment of one's life and the lives of others.

But can one talk of such things in company? Well, I can, because I have made it a rule

that  when in company never to talk of what one understood'