Who am I? What am I really like? What is the X of me.

 I don't feel that it is necessary to know exactly what I am." - as I pursue the game of truth

about myself, what am I really like etc,  in the end  as we  pursue this never ending quest

of seeking our supposed essential selves  we just have put the game of truth about our real selves, back in the network of cultural constraints which shape and dominate us - 

so the truth is out there but it is amorphous like some giant spiders' web which is impossible to navigate.