How our thinking develops a penitentiary logic

We  develop a penitentiary logic believing that we  under a kind of perpetual payment, our dues not paid, the emotional debt never finally discharged. #

Such self punishment  thus becomes a form of subjectivation: , a subject is formed who punishes her or himself for having failed to be calculable. 

Aaccording to Nietzsche, it is  precisely by inflicting injury on oneself, burning a memory into the will such that the memory burns time and again, every time the promise or moral that you are calculable to  is broken.