You have finished making the film - now what?

Read Peter Cheevers' short story No Atheists in Foxholespublished by Ether books at:
 http://catalog.etherbooks.com/Authors/1118  
Extract Below:
You’ve finished the making of your first film; now you sit there proudly in your dark room swelling with pride. Yes, you think grandly, this is the ‘one’; the film that will unmask the ...how would you say it? oh, you know, the arbitrary conventions that inform our assumptions. Well, OK, a little grand that claim, but still, sitting there you are full of admiration for yourself; your essence went into the making of this film; in fact more than your essence. What is more than your essence?...your...eh marrow, yeah...your marrow on celluloid. This film is going to be the making of me, well...not fame...that is just crude egoistic striving, still, would be nice; Cannes, strolling down the Promenade de la Croisette, well, you know what I mean?